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22 November 2007

The Other Side of Mirror

Imagine having a friend from the opposite sex who confides in you. Just telling some general things, though. She asks you how to forget something, someone. You tell her what you know.
 
But what if you find out that it is actually YOU she was talking about. You were the person she wants to forget. What would you feel? How would you react?

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16 November 2007

The Irony of Ironies

(I) pray that when l wake up. l already have mind and heart back.

But when I woke up the next day, all the tables have been turned. What I felt was what the very opposite thing I wanted. I felt a longing for him. This time it was just that I was happy about it.

I felt bloody IL with him.
 
Crap. -_-
 
This happened on the 24th of last month. It's been weeks since that day, the day I wanted to get over this. Too bad it's still here. And it's been 5 months since I said I want to kill the unneccesary load. But it got stronger.
 
I have no control about this. I am giving it back to God, again. I am sorry, Father. 

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14 November 2007

November Rain

I know I have denied a lot before. But I was aware that I shed no tears. There was no single drop of tear that fell on my face.
 
But that changed so much lately. I've been shedding a lot of tears, crying my heart out and I would realize that he, in some ways or another, has an involvement. Just a few minutes earlier, I was listening to Goo Goo Doll's Before It's Too Late. I remembered him. Then I cried.
 
When this began, I was bloody confident that I'll be fine. I was even glad that I haven't cried because of a man. But hades. There was a great turn of tables.
 
What happened? Does it apply to me what they said about love. You will shed tears in one time or another. But it seems that I shed tears from time to time. This sucks. Where is the "me" that I used to be? 

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