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20 September 2007
Faith
I have fears. And I have so much to learn. I know God is addressing my fears. I know God wants to deliver me.
My soul is troubled because of the decision I want to make. But then I thought, what if it is what God really wants? If so, while trying to runaway, I am depriving someone of the possibility and chance he will have to experience my love. It is not fair.
I think the reason for writing things about it is for me to be reminded of what I am supposed to be doing. Trusting God.
Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and lean not on you own understanding. -Proverbs 3:5
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18 September 2007
Doubts and Fear
So.. Last month was when I was in denial. But now, I am willing to let go. Or so I thought.
I miss him. I want to be with him. I want to show him I care. But I have so much insufficiencies. I have so much doubt. I am afraid. That's why a part of me doesn't want to pursue things, even in patience. I am afraid. I am scared.
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