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21 July 2007
Denial
I have been in so much denial. And I still am. But I cannot deny to God what I have inside. He knows me too well. I can lie to anyone, even to myself, but not to Him. I actually lie to myself a lot, denying things about this and that.
I have denied that I have something for someone I know. But God knows. Even when I found out the truth, I still tried to deny it. I kept on denying.
When I have learned about something, I have denied the pain I had right then. Just like before. I denied that I was jealous. I denied the fact that deep inside the pain is too much. I have denied enough to feel the pain.
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10 July 2007
Jealous
OMG. I am indeed a jealous person. Tsk..
I was really jealous last Sunday. And to think that it was because of a--. Never mind. I'm so uncool. >_<
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